yes, for 2 hours today … these 4 girlies were together again.
it wasn’t planned … just kind of happened. it was nice to see them together again … after all this time. we miss ashlen more than anything … and i know she misses us. the girls do get to see each other at school … and a few times a week, i can usually talk to her for a few minutes after school. but it’s nice that they could play … and just hang out. and i can’t even tell you how noisy they were … just shows how much fun they have together. i’m glad i snapped this photo of them super quick … i think the last photo i have of them all was last june on the last day of school. can’t believe that was almost a year ago.
but as much as i loved having her come visit … it breaks my heart at the same time. i know a few months back i said i was letting this all go … and believe me, i did. i don’t worry about it, stress over it, or try and figure it out anymore … it’s done and decided … even if i had no say in it. but having the chance to spend a little time with her here … reminds me of how things have changed. so it does bring back the memories and the hurt a little. i miss her sister like crazy … we all do. while i get the chance to see ashlen every now and then … her sister is a different story. i havn’t seen her in almost 7 months … since the last time she was here … only i didn’t know it was the last time. it’s hard … i won’t lie.
but … it is what it is. and i’ve accepted that. but just for tonight … i’m a little sad about it all.
Laura Vegas 
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